Harriotte... and I

BUDGET.
i should get about £175 next month, but i need to budget otherwise i will spend willy nilly again.
£20 to lauren (compensation)
£10 to elizabeth (compensation)
£5 to cornish police (fuck you)
£45 ..........
£45 ? maybe go and see sam before he comes home ? (probably not though :( think he needs a break from me anyway)
£60 for christmas presents
... so that comes to £185, fucking sucks man, it more than the money i will have. i hate not having money. if i spend all that (which i can't anyway), it means i will have no money to go out next month either, fuck fuck fuck.