swine flu!

should i be scared? i think i am a little, but there is no point in worrying about it until it actually happens. i think it is probably just the media blowing it out of proportion just like they did with bird flu, sars, and aids in the 90's.
i am so frowny today, i dunno whats wrong but i can't stop.
i am also so tired alllllllll the time, even tho i had 11 hours sleep last night.
currently off food too :S never have been before and this is so weird i just feel sick. perhaps i am sick?
missing sam quite alot actually, although i wouldn't admit it, especially not to him... this long distance relationship is proving to be rather tough. i don't know whats going to happen when he goes to falmouth, to be honest i think i am getting abit ahead of myself, maybe we won't even last that long, its quite a way off. whatever happens i hope we'd still be friends, i hate to think we'd end on bad terms.
i suck big time when it comes to revision time tables, made it on monday and havn't stuck to it at all :(
i have also put on weight :( which sucks, i hate it because i can instantly tell that i have because i get a fatter face. i also hate it because i feel disgusting and ugly. i can't understand how people can get obese, or if they do how they can't just feel really really crap. if i feel this shit and uncomfortable from putting a couple of pounds on how must fat people feel when they put on a stone?
maybe my weight gain is the reason for my lack of interest in food?
i can't wait for summer, i just desperately want to catch up and get back on track, and even get ahead with all the books i want to read, art i want to see, and music i want to play.
jheezzzzz my blog is just turning into a to-do list.
i am so boring.
good day.
bye x.

p.s. i have found the new , lol its .